Saturday 22 September 2012

“UNENDING LETTER”












Engrave me a letter after here from there
If you find an undying home
Postman might arrive near an unlock door
Or towards a new gateway of the village
All and sundry might be forgotten my name and dynasty
Though all the villagers would recognize your name
Propel to your own name followed by my address-

Did I put creepy stories on your fresh life?
Had you ever found shadow of tears in between the stories
Could you been to yesteryears of those miracle days?
Sympathetically do not construct even a word
During the sunshine and smile-
You would have endless impulsive words
During the august rain and midnights
Might be during your sunup mirror-

How long you’ll take to inscribe that letter,
How many years would take to complete it?
A happiest life with one daughter and two sons
Or an incomparable good husband with colorful stories?
Tell me not but, compassionately engrave to me-

Were we in the offing for the next spring?
And never seems a long day today.
Was there a spring before I reached there?
Rode a horse by me everyday in a soldier attire,
Turned around at ever seen places
By the window side of queen’s residence
To let me wet in the autumn’s rain
Until your eyes become mine-

Deadlock and dilemma are not be yours
Those old roads would be smooth like sooner than
The alike stars, moon and sun be brighten above the patio
Don’t forget to look after the litter
Playing far in a narrow street
Go gather them, no word comes to you
That’s a day, sunny day of a mother, of a house wife.

Find out an ancient pen, would be found inside your old suitcase
With dried petals of boundless roses of the past green ages
Are you able to feel immeasurable nostalgic among the old stuffs?
Mark down each moments without edgy and compunction
Be kindheartedly follow the story-
Old pictures, old hand written letters, old gifted dresses
Everything you had kept I know since the first day-

Lettering for whom so long never endingly
Probing for what inside old belongings and briefcases
You staring so impatiently on my elderly images
And shading tears as looking on ear rings of thirties
Why are you reading my aged diary pages?

I could hear on an adore and deplorable tone

That’s reply-

Force me not to complete this heaviest letter
Still I on arms of my devil protector
Pen will go on till I stop blinking my eyes
Yet my face could hide on this bare chest of yours
Don’t let me split I from you by a perfect letter
I will not desirous for the final sign of my name.
It would be an unending letter as I beat in you…
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WOMAN: AM I JAILBIRD OF THE MEN













Woman: am I icon of the sex?
Don’t name me mother
Don’t dub me sister
In natural, I had husband and sons
Today they are rapist and molester
And my hands are hand cuffed
Revolutionize never comes to me
Now I’m a sex doll in brothels
And I’m speechless maid in every domicile.

I don’t have a shadow of womanhood
Buy me and sell me out like a calf
Even my daughter is a queen of the dark world
Womanhood flies up with the smoke of kitchen
Carnivorous are thirst for us
Like chicken meat of the bars

I with my daughter won’t move
We couldn’t go among the men animals.

Sometimes I’m a dead stone
No hemoglobin, no cells, no tissues,
No DNA, my hormones are my foe-

In vegetable vendors and grocery shops,
Avails among the objects and sold.
Inside the men’s pocket and inner wearer,
Sticks and bears since centuries over centuries.
In between the turbine of washing machines,
My appeals have been collapsing.
Under the roof of lavatory and public toilets,
Everyone plays me, kept me nude.
As a massager in days an nights
And only be a procreator, named: Woman.

When I would be free from the societal cage?
From the beds & bodies of cannibals!
When I could walk in democracy?
On those narrow Streets of the city,
When the wild dogs dance in midnight!

Still they are in excitement of my membrane
To lactate them like a baby,
Over their adolescent till late sixties
Don’t name me mother!
Don’t dub me sister!
Woman: am I jailbird of the men?
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Thursday 20 September 2012

REBORN

 

















Incredible sympathy put me not in qualm,
Lead me in an another planet,
Save me from the evils of my thoughts.
 
Can you complete to sing that new life’s chant?
I have elapsed the tunes onwards the midnight
Can you avow once for my hemorrhage life?
To make recover the wounded fleshes
Can you give me a pair of wings to fly again?
My wings are in broken yet
Can you feed me some food in my hunger?
To able to stand among the men like a human
Can you proffer me a hope to live?
To grow old together in a single world

Miles to go, how many miles I don't know;
Would it be a destiny of funeral of mine?
Many days to wait, how many days I don't know
For more than last two decades, traveled in a wrong track
Where I have to go for worship a powerful god,
I didn’t have a religion, was I not a man?
Gathering the memories that full of viruses,
Should I erase all, to begin a fresh voyage?

Smokes and wines are not my kinship like my last vacation,
Dark and storms are not my friends anymore,
I’m not waiting to merge in Leukemia like a death man.
Being hated to my graveyard unlike my yesterday,
Unnatural shrunken dreams are not my real world today.
I have found a hopeful life with an immortal soul.
You had awaken me from a deathbed,
Chronic pains are getting vaporized,
When could you smile in my open home?

The dozen of fountain pens with those notion inks,
Unwritten white sheets and an ever shining lamp;
You have sent me in my unknown address,
To write an epic to express the power of love;
When I opened that miraculous gift
My Numb body grows up with a strong heart
The arms are spreading as you’re approaching
I reborn here as a king to hold you until the world end.

No longer parched in rivers of my realm,
Orchids begin come into bud in wither trees,
Monsoon has showered me from polluted judgment,
Soft wind blows away terrifying images
Destiny to a holy home with your blessings
My room has been in empty for years
Like a haunted house of a pre medieval village
I myself surrendered dreaming of alive.
But I’m not I’m in this genial day of life.

Embellish me by your soft and cherish hands
Care me thousand times more.
I have been collecting your tears in a flagon
Tonight I shall drink instead of whiskey
For giving me a new life in an expired body
Salute goes to you, honor goes to you.
You’re the clock of my life…
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