Unknowing
meaning of a name
Only a solitary
name, I lost in it
Neither
it is from village nor city
I spell,
I read, I dictate, I call
I
follow, I obey, I admire, and I fix on it.
I had
forgotten all names
For my
kinship, friends and parents
There is
nothing inside my brain.
No word
utters from my mouth
A blank
past and an empty future
I do
speak and remember a name.
Life
runs, enjoys, plays unlike fading,
Life
displays itself among spring petals
Life is
singing repeatedly – A name
Yet,
here memory could find only a solitary name.
Why don’t
have other names to me?
Why do
I fly moments to months?
Why do
I carry only this commemoration?
What
does it happen to me?
A name
– not a name of the creator:
My mind
does pray and worship
More
sincerer than to a god
Though
why I lost in it?
When
the January rain comes in eve
When
the pink flowers blooms
When
the moon dazzling alone above the sky
When I
shade my tears
When I
celebrate my smiles
Only I
call a name.
A solitary
name, I solitude with this
It
would be genius on my fate.
People
deny on their gateway
I
ignore through my friendless madness
Still I
careless and no risk for other name
I had
forgotten all names.
Peace
had come and went off,
Colored
in my days and remains black
Held
sky and ocean on my chest
I fired,
I dried, and I collapsed,
Till
this moment, I don’t memorize all.
Even
I’m not able to evoke own name
A name
– my world has attached on it.
I do
call now only it and it.
…………………………
States of bein solitude.
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